The last couple of days have been much better. Having aired my feelings of frustration, isolation, and stress has made the difference for me. I realize I got a very small taste of what it is like to be on "survival mode" and have a deeper appreciation of those that are going through this. Once I aired my feelings and realized that I was so used to having whatever I wanted I could relax and concentrate on the moment. What do I have now....not what would I like. And I could hear my grandmother as she always told me, "Be thankful for what you have." I now have feelings of peace and acceptance. So the last couple of days have been much easier.
It emphasizes to me how important it is to have these opportunties to say exactly how you feel no matter what. Just to lay it on the line and say whatever you need to say. I believe we need to make opportunties for the clients, if they wish, to air out some of their feelings.
As I have been able to reflect more on my feelings of thanksgiving, I think of all the people that donate to the food bank and for the many volunteers that donate their time and treat all of the clients with dignity and respect. I give thanks, for you support so many with your jesters of kindness and love. Maniy blessings to you and thank you for the opportunity to take part in this challenge.
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